Freshwater Jellyfish Freeze Time

Did you know there are freshwater jellyfish that float around in Midwestern ponds? I didn’t. I’ll never forget the day I discovered it. I was floating in our pond and the sun was beating down on me in a brutally soothing way. I thought I felt something swim past my hand and opened my eyes to the horror of hundreds of JELLYFISH surrounding me!

I couldn’t figure out if I was having a heat stroke or about to die by a thousand stings, so I froze. They surrounded my legs and torso, tickling me, but did not sting. They were the size of nickels. My mind was shooting reels of people in Florida being stung by venomous box jellyfish and their flesh falling off. I remained still until they disappeared, then I swam like hell to shore when they were out of sight. I had to find my husband!

He told me I was full of it. He said he never heard of such a thing. Upon further investigation on Google, I was pleased to find out that freshwater jellyfish do exist and I wasn’t having a stroke. We were blown away. We called the DNR office and asked about them. They said they’re quite rare because “the conditions must be just right.” He kept stressing that point. We have a natural spring fed pond that is over an acre in size and hasn’t been disturbed in decades. It’s as clear as a bottle of water.

Nature has done it’s job in creating a perfectly balanced aquatic ecosystem. The Peach Blossom Jellyfish arrive every August and stay for a couple months to eat the zooplankton. They surface and swarm us in the late afternoon and around sunset on clear, warm days. It is probably our families greatest treasure on the land. We get extended family and friends to come down and experience this rare treat.

August and September have become the most influential months in my life because of the Peaches. It’s a time where I’m tired of long, hot summer days. Every year I wait in anticipation of the first day where I dip in the pond to cool off and my see-through friends float up to greet me. It brings a childlike squeal and massive smile to my face each time. It’s better than Christmas, because I never know when, or even IF, they’re going to come. Their conditions are fragile and they’ve been accustomed to no one being around for decades. We’ve only inhabited the land for four years now. Will our frequent swims with sunscreen, removing dead trees, and adding a dock contribute to their demise?

It reminds me to stay present with them. Each time I see them could be the very last time. I want to memorize how their translucent color looks magical over my bronze skin, a perfect backdrop to analyze all their tiny tentacles. I notice how I’m equally grossed out and enamored with how it feels as they glide across my skin by the dozens. They capture my full attention with their various sizes. The babies that are fully formed, yet hardly the size of a pin head, melt my heart. I wade around with them for hours.

My daily struggles and worries have no place when I’m with the Peaches. My stresses will always be available when I need access to them. They don’t discriminate or require any special conditions. They can be put on the back burner.

August and September are months where I actively choose to stay present with Mother Nature. I want to soak in every detail before the darker months begin to hit. I naturally notice how the sun is lower on the horizon and closer to the tree line. I see the leaves slightly start to shrivel in preparation for their big fall. I notice the animals coming out earlier in the evening. I notice the Peaches enjoying the warmth of the water 15 feet off the bank. I see the wildflowers in full bloom, putting out their all before it’s time to go to seed. I see the fox in his burrow.

It reminds me that I am a part of nature too. How should my behavior be changing with the upcoming season? Should the fact that I have a waterproof home with heat/air conditioning and electrical lighting really require me to function at the same capacity year round and reject Mother Nature’s natural cycle changes? If I really think about it, that sounds like a recipe for disaster. It sounds like a surefire way to get burnt out, sick, angry, exhausted, and dysregulated.

Broken Can Be Beautiful

My husband and I own beautiful acreage, which has been the biggest blessing of my life. I never dreamed I would have access to acres of natural habitat. For three years, I have spent countless hours alone amongst untouched forest and wildlife. The land hadn’t been logged in 50+ years. It was pristine, like something out of a fairytale.

I became deeply acquainted with all of the trees and had five main “sitting logs” where I would sit and talk to the trees or ponder about life. But 2024 took a hit on our land. Our family decided it would be in the best interest of the forest to get it logged, which fair. It helped pay off the land and it does help rebuild a stronger ecosystem when done correctly. However – it is UGLY! They leave so much debris behind, which the forest needs to heal itself…but it’s unsightly. The loggers only took the giant ones…the ones I fell madly in love with because they’re natural attention grabbers. I was devastated. I cried for a long time and refused to step foot on the property!

I didn’t know how this place could ever feel, or look, good again. I felt horrible for the trees. They lost their leaders. They lost the giants who protected and guided them. I felt bad for the meadow because it was torn to hell. The long blades of wild grasses blowing in the wind always made me feel like I was in a movie when I was walking down the lane.

Then a few weeks later, the worst storm in over 60 years blew through. Our newly open tree canopy created vast empty space for the high winds to rip/bend/twist/mangle trees. I wanted to puke. I screamed so loud the entire county could hear my guttural shrieks. I cursed in utter defeat. I thought it was punishment for getting the area logged. I didn’t want to go there anymore. I avoided most of the property for 5 months. It’s like seeing your loved ones mangled right in front of you. I only saw pain, darkness, and negativity. My eyes were only drawn to the ugly, rotting mess littering the forest floor. I couldn’t see the beautiful green canopy that still remained. I didn’t stare long enough to see the blades of grass poking through the clay dust.

This used to be my favorite spot. It was filled with massive trees and the canopy was 100% full. It was breathtaking. It enveloped me in the most beautiful dappled shade. The first picture with the tree wrapped around another tree is about 50 feet to the left of this tree, which I have now dubbed as String Cheese. What are we even supposed to do with these? They are a death trap for novices like us to try to remove. We definitely would have to hire someone, but we can’t afford it. There are acres of forest like this!

I remember the first day that I spent time there. I was alone and bored, so I hiked. My husband had been working like crazy to clean the place up, but with a full time job and no help from me, it was a slow process. I decided to walk over to my sacred space and see if I could just be with it. To my amazement, I spent an hour there…the blazing orange fall leaves and cool temps definitely helped.

I stood in awe. These two massive trees that are broken beyond repair and normally an eye sore captured me. I couldn’t help but admire them. They have significant battle wounds that they can’t come back from. No tree envies the state they’re in. But aren’t they something? It’s hard to look away. They force you to envision the tremendous amount of wind that took their strength away. They are proof that nature can be a beast and it doesn’t discriminate. It literally chewed them up and spit them out. There was nothing they could do to prevent it from happening.

However, they are magnificent and unique, even in death. They will always remind me of the year that nearly broke me. They will be the perfect reference point to remind me of how far I’ve come in life. I hit rock bottom the exact time that they were being torn to shreds.

With the giants gone, the others have taken advantage and grown more than I thought possible. Their beauty this fall has brought peace to my soul and allowed optimism to creep in. It looks like the forest can breathe, whereas before everything seemed stifled and set. There wasn’t enough light or nutrients for new trees to grow big and strong. Now there is empty space everywhere for new growth. The tree tops left behind by the loggers, while ghastly to look at, have created an enormous influx in wildlife. I have never seen and heard so many animals!

Isn’t life just like that?

We feel grounded and strong, then life comes along and rips us out of our comfort zone. It knocks us down, leaves a mess at our feet, kills our loved ones, and leaves us with permanent scars. But we find others along the way that make the journey bearably beautiful. We find space to share with others who have also experienced pain. We share nutrients and support with others. We bend and bow, but always grow upwards. We grow together and build an entirely new canopy. It’s not better or stronger than the one the giants occupied. It’s its own thing. It experienced horrific devastation and loss, but chose to keep growing anyways.